It's Over

THE NEGATIVE ME!

2010-10-09T01:53:00.000-07:00

Liar

Excessive

Ambitious

Joiner

Obnoxious

Yeerk

Mean

Ambiguous

Ridiculous

Careless

Explosive

Lazy

Impatient

Naughty

Opportunist

THE POSITIVE ME!

2010-10-09T01:46:00.000-07:00

Loyal

Excellent

Authentic

Junoesque

Open-minded

Youthful

Magnificent

Amazing

Reliable

Cool

Elegant

Lively

Imaginative

Nice

Observant

LOVE and HATE

2010-10-07T08:15:00.000-07:00

Love and hate are one of the strongest opposites in our dichotomous thinking. Why then unhappy love often turns into deep hate and ruined relationships? A person in love loves everyone. This overwhelmingly positive feeling can change the world drastically. A person in hate becomes an enormous destructive force. It drives to an abyss of violence.

Have you ever experienced real light of love and real darkness of hate?

Love may be more powerful than hate because, as it was in the song, love can lead to hate, whereas hate never, even metaphorically, produces love. Love is more powerful because it gives birth to new positive challenges. Love changes a person, enriches the world, extends the horizons, enhances opportunities, brightens friendships, and deepens emotions. A person in love has a specific aura, a peculiar kind of energy that is given off, scattered in all directions, like the light of the myriads of stars, sliding through ages, celebrating Juliet, Laura, Natasha, Ophelia, Desdemona, all those love stories, powerful in their complexity of feelings and emotions, all about eternal love.

But love can go away. It simply disappears, vanishes. So powerful to disappear, or love never goes away. Love's components are intimacy, passion, and commitment, with all their variations. Consummate love that balances them all is rare. If Romeo and Juliet had lived longer, would they have loved each other with the same intimacy, passion, and commitment? I have doubts. Love is powerful because it can transform. It is, in fact, a transforming process of flexible relationships, in which intimacy remains stable.

Who ever lived to hate? Love is powerful because it drives, navigates, directs, and makes our existence meaningful. Hate invites loneliness, whereas love denies it. Hate ruins personality, whereas love builds ego identity. Hate results in acts of violence, whereas love leads to amazing acts of kindness. Hate destroys, whereas love creates. Hate is war, whereas love is peace. Hate is bad, whereas love is good. Hate is revenge, whereas love is construction. Hate is meaningless, whereas love is meaningful. It is impossible "to love to hate". It is always "love" that gives birth to "love". That's why love is more powerful than hate, if you follow me.

Discover your powers. Discover love in yourselves. Be sure you're more powerful to love than to hate. Keep love inside, and all will be always fine.

TRUE FRIENDSHIP

2010-10-07T08:05:00.000-07:00

A true friendship has many memories, both good and bad, but all are important. When you can look at them when something is wrong and they know it just by their eyes and all they have to do is offer a hug and you feel a thousand times better. Friends can stay up all night on the phone talking for hours without even realising it. When you know that they'd never lie to you and would never hurt you and if they did you know that it would only be for your benefit. Sometimes you wonder how she knew, but then you realize that's just how close you are. They can make you laugh when skies are the darkest and they're there with a good movie and some popcorn when your totally depressed! There is a great deal to learn about friendship. ure? You know you have a friend for life when they answer the phone at one in the morning because you can't sleep and have a lot on your mind and they don't care about talking about nothing to get your mind off everything. Have you ever noticed that when a friend is happy you find yourself happy too, even when it has nothing to do with you? To a friend I've found that nothing ever sounds stupid, funny or unbelievable and you never feel stupid saying whatever it is. As quoted by Oscar Wilde, "Anybody can sympathise with the sufferings of a friend but it requires a very fine nature to sympathise with a friends success. A few unspoken rules on friendship is that friends never "forget" to call. Don't diss your friends, love them instead. Some of the things learned are that there are many good friends around, but true best friends are hard to come by. Do not date their ex boyfriends, but onlydate ex boyfriends if having permission.

2010-09-26T02:39:00.000-07:00

WATER IS LIFE

2010-09-26T01:56:00.000-07:00

We need water in order to survive. Without water we will be thirst. We cannot live without it. Absence of water will weathered the earth. NO plants, people, animals, no living things will be left.

Water is an element, as well as fire, air and earth they are all important to us, but i just talk about water so i focused to it. We know that absence of one element will cause an imbalance of all things. So i can say that water is life. "water is life."

2010-09-23T06:59:00.001-07:00

...LIFE?
...a gift, accept it.
...an adventure, try it.
...a sorrow,overcome it.
...a tragedy, embrace it.
...a duty, perform it.
...a game, play it.
...a mystery, unfold it.
...a song, sing it.
...an opportunity, grab it.
...a journey, complete it.
...a promise, fulfill it.
...a beauty, praise it.
...a struggle, fight it.
...a goal, achieve it.
....a puzzle, solve it.
LIFE IS A CHALLENGE, FACE IT.

2010-09-22T18:10:00.000-07:00

2010-02-03T22:55:00.000-08:00

HEARTBURN!

I feel so cold and I could hardly breath

My heart is pumping so hard that it's tearing my chest

It's a damn thing I just can't breath!

What would I do to vincible all of it?

I cry with tears and think it's unfair

Why did I suffer?

Am I that evil?

It's a bitch much!

All I want is to sleep

But the pain awakens me

And now I'm in agony.

Damn Hurtz!

2009-10-22T21:01:00.000-07:00

Being broken hearted is like having a broken pair of ribs. On the outside it looks like

there's nothing wrong but every breath. It Damn Hurtz!

I Can Wait Forever

2009-10-22T04:37:00.001-07:00

You look so beautiful today 
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away 
So I try to find the words that I could say 
I know distance doesn't matter 
But you feel so far away 
And I can't lie 
But everytime I leave my heart turns grey 
And I, I wanna come back home to see your face tonight... 

Cause I just can't take it 
Another day without you with me 
Is like a blade that cuts right through me 
I can wait, I can wait forever 
When you call my heart stops beating 
When you're gone it won't stop bleeding 
I can wait, I can wait forever... 

You look so beautiful today 
It's like everytime I turn around I see your face 
The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you 
When I look into your eyes, man, I wish that I could stay 
And I can't lie, but everytime I leave my heart turns grey 
And I, I wanna come back home to see your face tonight... 

Cause I just can't take it 
Another day without you with me 
Is like a blade that cuts right through me 
I can wait, I can wait.. I can wait forever 
When you call my heart stops beating 
When you're gone it won't stop bleeding 
I can wait, I can wait.. I can wait forever... 

I know it feels like forever 
I guess thats just a price I've gotta pay 
But when I come back home to feel your touch makes it better 
'Til that day there's nothing else I can do 

And I just can take it 
(Just can't take it) 
Another day without you with me 
Is like a blade that cuts right through me 
I can wait, I can wait.. I can wait forever 
When you come my heart stops beating 
When you're gone it won't stop bleeding 
I can wait, I can wait.. I can wait forever... 

I can wait forever 
I can wait forever 
I can wait forever 
I can wait forever 
I can wait forever...

(I love this song very much because it inspires me.)

For My Friends

2009-10-18T05:07:00.001-07:00

         Guys thank you for being a part of my life, you just don't know how happy I am to have friends like you.I become the happiest person in the world when I found all of you. When I'm sad youy make me happy and when I'm down you lift me up. You're one of my inspirations that give me strenght in facing every challenges in my life. You change me into a better person and you help me to discover my self. You accepted me for who I am.Your my bridge in crossing the river of problems and temptations. You teach me how to paddle my own canoe and you saw the things that others and even me didn't notice in my self.
        I treasure the times when you hit me on my head when I've done stupid things but hugs me tight me and said that it's ok. The times when you scoulded me as if you're my dad, teases me just like my sister and irritates like my brother, and most of all when you care for me just like my mother. I really love thise times.
       I thank God for giving me such wonderful friends like you in my life. You we're the best gift that I ever received after I was born in this world. I LOVE YOU all guys. Please stick to your colors and lets not destroy our friendship because I'll be incomplete without you in my life. You have big spaces in my heart and lossing you will kill me inside. I treasure all of you in my heart and I won't let anybody ruin our friendship, because if they did I will kill all of them.
       My life would suck without you guyzzz...I Love You..Mwuaaaah.

FIGTHING

2009-10-09T06:49:00.000-07:00

It's a relief that I was able to solve one of my problems because of someone who was there beside me when I need them. They became my family when I was not with my parents. They make me happy and accept me for what and who I am.

Thank you to this persons who are always there beside me when I'm down and pull me up to stand again. For filling up some of the empy spaces I have in my heart and for inspiring me to face the music of my life. You just don't know how thankful I am to meet such good people like you guys. I hope that whatever will happen we will still be strong and wont leave each other lets hold our hands together in facing the problems that we have in life.

FIGHTING! We can do this..I know that we can go places someday if we are just string o face all of the challenges we have in our life.

My Guide

2009-09-30T22:11:00.000-07:00

           It's been 5 years that I'm looking for that someone but unluckily I haven't found him yet. I already tried having lots of relationships lots of break up but still no one seems to capture my heart. They say that I'm just playing but I'm not. They just don't know the story behind it.
             When I break up with someone it doesn't mean that I'm not serious I just don't love him that's why I ended it. It's better to have it than to pretend and fool someone.(think about it)
             My heart is like a compass that guide me to the right person but I just can't follow it. That's why for now I pause for a while having some commitment and try to follow my compass.
            How I wish that I can follow this compass correctly and will find the right person who will warm my cold heart.

SORRY

2009-09-23T04:36:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the things that I've done to you..I don't want to hurt you that's why I did those things. I'm afraid that I may hurt you more if I will continue on pretending. This is also for your own good. I hope that you will find someone who is worthy for your love.