Damn Hurtz!

Being broken hearted is like having a broken pair of ribs. On the outside it looks like

there's nothing wrong but every  breath. It Damn Hurtz!

I Can Wait Forever

You look so beautiful today 
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away 
So I try to find the words that I could say 
I know distance doesn't matter 
But you feel so far away 
And I can't lie 
But everytime I leave my heart turns grey 
And I, I wanna come back home to see your face tonight... 

Cause I just can't take it 
Another day without you with me 
Is like a blade that cuts right through me 
I can wait, I can wait forever 
When you call my heart stops beating 
When you're gone it won't stop bleeding 
I can wait, I can wait forever... 

You look so beautiful today 
It's like everytime I turn around I see your face 
The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you 
When I look into your eyes, man, I wish that I could stay 
And I can't lie, but everytime I leave my heart turns grey 
And I, I wanna come back home to see your face tonight... 

Cause I just can't take it 
Another day without you with me 
Is like a blade that cuts right through me 
I can wait, I can wait.. I can wait forever 
When you call my heart stops beating 
When you're gone it won't stop bleeding 
I can wait, I can wait.. I can wait forever... 

I know it feels like forever 
I guess thats just a price I've gotta pay 
But when I come back home to feel your touch makes it better 
'Til that day there's nothing else I can do 

And I just can take it 
(Just can't take it) 
Another day without you with me 
Is like a blade that cuts right through me 
I can wait, I can wait.. I can wait forever 
When you come my heart stops beating 
When you're gone it won't stop bleeding 
I can wait, I can wait.. I can wait forever... 

I can wait forever 
I can wait forever 
I can wait forever 
I can wait forever 
I can wait forever... 

(I love this song very much because it inspires me.)

For My Friends

         Guys thank you for being a part of my life, you just don't know how happy I am to have friends like you.I become the happiest person in the world when I found all of you. When I'm sad youy make me happy and when I'm down you lift me up. You're one of my inspirations that give me strenght in facing every challenges in my life. You change me into a better person and you help me to discover my self. You accepted me for who I am.Your my bridge in crossing the river of problems and temptations. You teach me how to paddle my own canoe and you saw the things that others and even me didn't notice in my self.
        I treasure the times when you hit me on my head when I've done stupid things but hugs me tight me and said that it's ok. The times when you scoulded me as if you're my dad, teases me just like my sister and irritates like my brother, and most of all when you care for me just like my mother. I really love thise times.
       I thank God for giving me such wonderful friends like you in my life. You we're the best gift that I ever received after I was born in this world. I LOVE YOU all guys. Please stick to your colors and lets not destroy our friendship because I'll be incomplete without you in my life. You have big spaces in my heart and lossing you will kill me inside. I treasure all of you in my heart and I won't let anybody ruin our friendship, because if they did I will kill all of them.
       My life would suck without you guyzzz...I Love You..Mwuaaaah.
      

FIGTHING

     It's a relief that I was able to solve one of my problems because of someone who was there beside me when I need them. They became my family when I was not with my parents. They make me happy and accept me for what and who I am.

     Thank you to this persons who are always there beside me when I'm down and pull me up to stand again. For filling up some of the empy spaces I have in my heart and for inspiring me to face the music of my life. You just don't know how thankful I am to meet such good people like you guys. I hope that whatever will happen we will still be strong and wont leave each other lets hold our hands together in facing the problems that we have in life.

     FIGHTING! We can do this..I know that we can go places someday if we are just string o face all of the challenges we have in our life.

My Guide

           It's been 5 years that I'm looking for that someone but unluckily I haven't found him yet.  I already tried having lots of relationships lots of break up but still no one seems to capture my heart.  They say that I'm just playing but  I'm not.  They just don't know the story behind it. 
             When I break up with someone it doesn't mean that I'm not serious I just don't love him that's why I ended it.  It's better to have it than to pretend and fool someone.(think about it)
             My heart is like a compass that guide me to the right person but I just can't follow it. That's why for now I pause for a while having some commitment and try to follow my compass.
            How I wish that I can follow this compass correctly and will find the right person who will warm my cold heart.

SORRY

Sorry for the things that I've done to you..I don't want to hurt you that's why I did those things. I'm afraid that I may hurt you more if I will continue on pretending. This is also for your own good. I hope that you will find someone who is worthy for your love.